I just finished reading somebody's blog. Well, it just made me feel more insignificant than ever, just like I've lost a friend. Perhaps we were already very different to begin with; perhaps it was that we have lost touch over the years.. talking to her made me feel like talking to a complete stranger. it's so sad isnt it, to feel this way when that someone used to be your close confidant.

well, i guess this is how people grow distant. the sense of awkwardness simply compells you to shy away from the person. i dont know what to do to salvage the situation. its probably because both of us have changed, greatly, and we dont understand each other anymore. it's probably because both of us are seeking for different things/ goals in life, and we no longer have common topics to talk about. it's probably because she has made friends who are more worthy and share more commmon experiences with, thateverything else in the background fades away.

life is just like that isnt it.

sometimes i just wish that i hadnt known her at all. maybe that would make it better. much much better.

because to know that you've lost somebody who had once held a special place in your heart is heartbreaking;

and that's it: another best friend gone. forever.